Restart

I haven't been here in a long time. I have trouble keeping diaries (or blogs for that matter). I forget that they exist. And when I remember, I don't have time to post. So I'm restarting now. Ill try to post a little each day until I'm a regular addicted blogger. May God grant me the time to record my musings.

I gues I should start anywhere. Most on my mind lately is a woman I met at work (at the library). I get the sense that she is romantically interested in me. She's nice enough: Catholic, a bit more spiritual than most other women, funny, energetic, athletic.

But as I discern the Roman Catholic priesthood, her relationship to me can be nothing but casual at best. I haven't told her that I'm discerning but should soon. I wish I could have a best friend right now but she wouldn't be the right person. I fear the tension would be too much. As it is now I'm partly bothered and partly expectant when she comes around. I'm excited and afraid of what I feel, of what she seems to express. Lord, let me pass this test. Help keep my eyes on you.